All of my life I spent on the edge between love and hate
Amidst ending it all and trying to stay sane, seeking for inner peace
Still I find myself lower than I have ever been
With one foot in the grave, the other hanging in shades
I am struggling to erase
Every time I try to set me free, these demons come to get the best of me
Trapped in a mind where no medicine or therapy will ever let me breathe
Darkness is surrounding me and I can't find a way to be free from misery
No one has the answers and I don't really expect them to be
Only I can change myself, my life and the way I feel/think
Yet I could never save myself from further defeat
Living in shadows seems to be all that's meant for me
Nothing will change if I don't find a way to stop these fears from leading me astray
I can only guess how long it's going to be, before the reaper has finally taken me
Wrapped in a body bag, died in discomfort at the age of twenty fucking four
Stop the rain, I want to see the beauty in things
Numb the pain, I want to enjoy life before it's too late
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