I walk through life with this burden on my back
burnt like a stigmata that's hidden from the rest
it's the things you can't explain
that make them think that you're insane
the devil in my head tells me he's my friend
the source of this affliction, I don't know where to begin
the dark corners of my mind emerged
when I've been too young to understand
years are swallowed in a consciousness that's turned
into graveyard of broken hopes and dreams
all body, no soul
the passing of the will
striving for salvation
as life is slipping through these hands
first bottle down and the world stops.. for a while
one more line and maybe I'll be okay
two more and it's all in vain
another one and I'll forget it all for today
some fear death, others pray for it
between faith and chaos
constant neusea, so bittersweet
it shatters every mirror I reflect in
if I died tonight
that would be alright
today I could pass away
but that would be okay
as my own worst enemy
would disappear as well
sick of a battle that takes and takes and takes
until I'm only bones and questions
noose around the neck, ready to take the step
goodbye cruel fucking world.
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